Well, I buy the food because other people want it.
When i'm not in binge mode,the food is safe.
When i'm in binge mode,nothing is safe and it does not matter what food is there or not there.
I buy the food because my husband's uncle asks me to buy him that, but whoever wants some eats some. Just like he can eat whatever else I buy even if it's not directly "just for him". He does not drive so he can't go buy it himself and he pays room and board,so I buy what he wants.
I used to buy ice cream for others in the house(supposedly for my daughter),but I was the only one that ate it.
Then my daughter pointed out to me that she did not want any because it's not healthy,so I stopped kidding myself and I do not buy it anymore.
Binging is not about avoid food all the time,it's about making peace with emotions and food.
Thank you for your response!
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