Good job. I sort of know how you feel. In front of people I always try to eat healthy. When I am on my own I sneak junk food. I hate the way that I am but when I read what you wrote I got the feeling maybe on some level you may understand. Thanks for sharing. Maybe this post is my huge step for the day....
Edited by: TATTOO127 at: 10/31/2010 (13:51)
current weight: 135.0
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At work we always have potlucks and lunches and things like that. I never participate in any of it. I use the excuse that I have to watch the front desk (I am the receptionist). Truth is, I am scared to death to eat in front of other people. I am so scared that they we see me eat and think, "oh yeah, look at the fat chick eat" I have lost several friends because of this and I am considered a loner at work. (among other things)
Anyway, today we had an offsite lunch for Bosses day and I actually went. I was sweating I was so anxious and nervous. I felt sick to my stomach when the food started coming out. But I ate my lunch. I did it. That is the first time I ate in front of other people besides my family in years. I didn't talk much but I was there. I have to admit, I am very proud of myself for doing this. I can't say when the next time I will be able to do this is but I did it today.
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