So sorry I havent been around!
I was going through alot problems
with in myself, maritel problems and more!
Didnt know which place to go.
I was gone from home for awhile without my family,
and my heart was aching to much,I had to come back home to them.I was going nuts without them!
I am home now and we have lots to work out on.
and so fourth! I lost myself and my way for awhile
and starting to think straight now.
I dont wish this upon anyone its brutal to my heart!
specially when I hurted my family so much.
and others around me and I am feeling so guilty
I dont know if I can able to forgive myself for this,
this is not easy to talk about its still fresh.
Just got home yesterday, I committed an adultry.
against my marriage so me and hubby needs to work things out more, itstead of doing our own things!
Can you all pray for my marriage, I dammaged alot of hearts my hubby's and mine as well!
I hope you all understand and I feel so ashamed this is not like me!even if I wasnt getting what I wanted at home its no excuse!
missed you guys so much all my spark friends!
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