Ug! Well, so I kinda did what I said I wouldn't do which is gain the weight back after the wedding. Happen to anyone else??
I didn't gain it ALL back but at the rate I'm going, it wouldn't have taken much longer. So here I am, feeling a little defeated and a little bloated in these jeans that used to fit. For the wedding I was down to 136, but I was really quite happy at 142 and a comfortable size 8 so that is where I want to get and stay for the unforseeable future. I creeped back up to 148 though so I think with some minor changes and a good amount of time I can slowly get there. I have more than just these jeans to motivate me too. My energy level stinks and I've been having weekly stomach aches and cramps just from the junk I've been eating. We intend to start trying for a baby next summer so if I can get back to a healthful, energetic, comfortable me by next summer then I'll be helping more than just myself!!
I feel better now to have my intentions written down for witnesses so here I go! Thanks for reading!!
| Pounds lost: 4.5