WOW! She must have closed her account and everything. That would feel so weird... I really feel for you. I'm the sort of person who takes things very much to heart and once I have warm feelings for someone they never really go away. I would wonder for the reat of my life what happened to her and if she was alright. we had someone on one of our teams die suddenly and that was pretty traumatic.
What is really important, is to not take this personally, as hard as that is. This says a lot more about her than it does about you; and don't close yourself off from the other many wonderful oportunities for friendship.
I try to remember that this is a very personal journey and that different people will travel it very differently. I also try to remember that no matter how close you feel to someone through email and a shared expereience on the internet, you can never really know who is on the other side of those words, or even if those words are entirely the truth. Cynical, I know, but even well-intentioned, loving people will sometimes be here who they want to be, or feel they can't be in real life, and that is hard to sustain indefinitely.
{{{{{{{{{ HUGS }}}}}}}}}
Ramona
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