I wish I could say I am feeling better today but I am not, I dont want to put anyone else down the way I am feeling, I am feeling alot of anger not just from the eating from other things I need to deal with things with in me, its not going to be easy but no one can do it for me, I never slepted so much in my life, in a long time.
I have lots of house work to do and I feel fustraded with that as well, I know my girls are helping me but I wish it didnt went like this again ,
what to do I dont know what to do next,.Ill have to think fast I do not want to go down again.
I have been there before and I dont want to do that again.
Im sorry girls I wish I can say I am doing better but I am not,
thanks for being here for me it means alot,