I understand how you feel about the gym, I was that way at first, but look at it this way - going by yourself, you may find the ability within yourself to push and move forward. Remember - baby steps will get you there and only you know what you want to succeed for yourself! Plus - going by yourself, you won't feel the need to meet someone else's goals right now - that you can work up to.
... Shoot for the moon. Even if you miss it, you will land among the stars...
SW - 140
1st Goal 20 lbs - 10/1/07!!!
GW - 118 - 10/13/07