Welcome to both of you! So many of us can so empathize with where you're at - the yo-yoing, avoiding the camera, etc. I've noticed everyone here is very open to discussing most anything, and are very sincere about helping out.
"I have achieved oneness with the road - Please dial 911 for me" - Unknown
"A bicycle ride is a flight from sadness." — James E. Starrs, The Literary Cyclist
"We run, not because we think it is doing us good, but because we enjoy it and cannot help ourselves...The more restricted our society and work become, the more necessary it will be to find some outlet for this craving for freedom."
-Sir Roger Bannister, first runner to run a sub-4 minute mile
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