I know there were definitely times when I felt like I was getting worse, not better, as well. And I would say that I miss my son more now then I did 2 1/2 yrs ago too. You don't miss them less with time, but you learn to go on with your life...and you stop crying all the time. I would say that I still think about my son a lot throughout each day. But he's not all I think about anymore. And it doesn't always result in tears anymore. As far as the doctors could tell, my son and I were both perfectly healthy. My doctor told me at the time that the majority of the time they never find a cause. I'm glad you're finding this group helpful and I hope we can continue to be a help and encouragement to you. God bless! Janelle
First I am so sorry for your loss. I agree this team does make it alot easier to talk about and to grieve. Plz. give yourself time. Due dates are just as hard and around a b'day or hoilday is really bad. I Am Truely sorry and my heart goes out to you. My nephew's b'day is the day after my daughters and I use to HOLD my Breathe praying that they would NOT have his party on her B'day. Anytime you need anything WE are here!
I was going to check out your tribute to Isabel and for some reason I couldn't get it to work.
I'm so sorry for your loss. I know how difficult it is and speaking with others who have been there too was definitely a huge help for me. God bless you as you go through this painful process of healing... Be patient with yourself, it takes time. ~Janelle
I guess I am on here for the same reasons everyone else is. I had a late miscarriage this year on 25 June 2010. I was 20 weeks pregnant. She was buried on the 14th July 2010, which is a day after my sons birthday. I was and still am very devastated by the whole thing which has really shocked me and my hubby.
I am not looking for reasons as my Dr's have found nothing wrong with my baby. She was a healthy girl. But I am still grieving and finding it hard to cope with it. I think more so, as she was to be born this month and at the moment, a lot of my friends are pregnant.
I visit her grave often and it gives me comfort knowing she is there. But I miss my baby so much. I miss her kicking me when I was trying to sleep. I feel so empty.
I think I just needed to talk to others who has been through it who can understand what I am going through.
I have a tribute video for my Isabel that I made for youtube. Please take a look if you can: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QTFVSzByG s4
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