Your thinking is sound. You just need more tools to prepare you for the hurdles in life. Congratulations for having 7 months under your belt. At least you know now you can live without them. Las Vegas is one big smokescreen. Best not to hang out there again.
What works for me to live nicotine free is the fellowship of nicotine-anonymous.org
I've been a member for over a dozen years and still benefit from the commitment.
Where do you live? Hopefully there are meetings within an hour's distance. If not there are phone meetings and online meetings daily, too. If you're near the east coast, there's a great weekend retreat coming up in just one month that I go to every year. It's so revitalizing!
Let me know if I can be of further support to you.
We can do together what we cannot do alone.
Keep coming back; it works when we work it.
With grace and self esteem, honor the Passionate Tiger in You. Refresh your personal high regard (daily) in order to live happy, joyous and free.
| current weight: 2.5 over