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Thank you so much for taking time to read a little blurb about me. I'm 21 and more than 100 pounds over weight. I've been trying to lose weight all my life, and seceded by losing 50 pounds two years ago. I was feeling really good about myself, and than I was in a car accident that has left me with chronic back and hip pain, I gained back the 50 pounds, plus some extra.
To be honest, I sometimes talk myself talk myself out of exercising because I'm afraid of the pain. When I don't psych myself out, I can walk for an hour on the tread mill.
I've lost 20 pounds since December, and am definitely looking to lose more. I want to lose it for me, not someone else like I did in the past. I'm at a point in my life where I don't want to be trapped in this body that I created, being dragged down by my weight, and being judged by my jean size. I'm tired of feeling uncomfortable in shorts and a tank top, never mind a swim suit! Though my friends are the greatest people I know, I'm tired of being the fat friend.
I want to feel comfortable in my own skin, and not loath the image in the mirror.