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You've taken the right steps so you should be shrinking as we speak.
I will NOT run emotionally from compliments and hide in fat layers for protection.
Hi, New to this Sparks people site, trying to find some way to keep me motivated and wanting to carry on, this seems like the right webpage to be on, you can see actual people going through the exact same battles as you, and when you explain it to others they dont seem to understand that when you have like 20kgs to lose, its very hard to stay motivated and pumped to workout.
I have hired a trainer and it is a everyday struggle for me to keep motivated to know that I will get back to my normal weight and I will soon. I was in a situation where I put on weight as I was attracting all the wrong men and something happened in which put me in a situation I couldnt control and fell into a vulnerable state. I now realise I have put on weight due to being depressed to look great again as to attract the wrong attention.
Now that I am married I realise my faults as I want my husband to find me super duper attractive again, he does already but tbh I dont find me attractive so why would he. So its about time I SNAP out of it and do something bout it.
20 kgs to go x x x