Hi everyone I am gonna give this a try so here we go again!! I am mom to two beautiful girls have been overweight most of my life and struggling every step of the way! So tired and ready to change it all!! I have no self confidence and cannot stand pictures, looking at myself in the mirror and feeling so yucky all the time, I need to change and I need to do it right now or else I am afraid what awaits me in the very near future. I have been in TOPS and have yo yo dieted forever nothing sticks I am an emotional eater when I need comfort and a snacker but I do not gorge or over indulge I just dont connect the exercise enough with burning the calories. I find it hard as a stay at home mom to balance it all when everyone else comes first I cannot multitask very well at all. I am just tired of everything not fitting into my clothes which are already huge, tired of putting my hair in a ponytail everyday because well who cares anyways, tired of feeling tired and down all the time, I am just plain tired. I have struggled with this weight and depression and no self esteem forever even as a child my own grandfather, father, brothers all made fun of me, and then through school so many people were so cruel probably helped me to be the way I am today. I hope this is the start of the new me and not just another let down. As I said in the beginning here we go again!!
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