ph, weh.... trost kann essen aber nicht geben. das deine Mutti aber auch so früh versterben musste. Ich hoffe du hast es geschaft dich damit auseinander zu setzten und kannst wieder kraft tanken. Solltest du jemals mit jemanden reden wollen, wir sind hier. ;) versprochen.
Hello Everybody! My name is Dagmar and I am an almost 24 years old nurse from Germany.
All my life I have been fit and within the healthy weight range until, even during and after my pregnancy. Until June 2009 when my Mother died and my whole world broke into pieces. She was my best friend and in order to find comfort I started eating and gave up exercising. Instead of going biking or jogging I would eat tons of sweets and carbohydrates and wash it down with gallons of soda. I did not feel guilty. I needed comfort and food gave it to me. After my Mom's death I spent first 4 weeks exclusively at home, walking around wearing pyjamas and eating.
First shock occured to me in August 2009 when I decided it was time to go out more and wanted to wear my jeans. They did not fit so I stepped on the scale to see the whopping 80 kilos. Two months, 15 kilos more. Unfortunately I quickly "forgot" about it. My body craved more carbs and I would not refuse.
From then on I successively put on kilo by kilo, finally reaching 90. And now it is high time I did something about it. For me, my kid... I am a single mother but I never suffered because of it. I have always lived my life to the fullest which I am still going to be doing. But slim and healthy again. I would also like to start dating. It is not a priority but why don't I give it a go :)
I hope i will find some great friends here who will support me on my way to a healthy me!
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