Hi y'all ... Well you can call me Eli ... I am a single mom, divorced almost a year and I have PCOS. I feel like I'm at AA or something. LOL Anyways, I've been struggling lately with achieving my goals. I had recently (well within a year) lost about 50 lbs and now I am at a standstill ... Been at this plateau for a few months. I know I am not doing what I should do ... exercising, eating the way I should. But I NEED support, I need people to back me up and be there to hold me accountable when I feel like sitting on the couch all day and eating chocolate! I have been very discouraged lately and am beginning to hate my body and everything about it. I feel like i'm stuck, that I wont be healthy and fit like I want and desire. It has always been my passion to be a personal trainer, I have the knowledge, have passed the test and have the extreme passion to be one ... but I dont have the body to be one. I need help :(
Wow, talk about coming right out there with everything huh?!
~ Laurie ~
Renew your mind to the Lord and he will give you the strength to renew your body too!
| current weight: 176.1