Hey Frankie...So I know you posted this awhile ago, but I am also a recovering bulimic. I'm going on 2 years this July, binge and purge free! I remember when I was binge/purge free for 10 days, then 17, then a month, and then I slipped, but since that last slip it's been almost 2 years. I could too feel the difference in my head and my brain. I became unclouded, I started to feel emotions, and finally I was actually present in the moment. My boyfriend at the time was super supportive, he is now my husband, but he has seen the change in me. I am so happy for you that you are making success. It's the best feeling to be able to feel "full" and not to continue to want to eat, and to genuinely smile about something! Keep up the good work!