Ok so let's get this over with. I have tried diet program after diet program and random other odd idea...off course these have all failed. Which is why I am here with all you lovely folks. My weight has now ballooned completely out of control and I have got to get a handle on this. I have only done my weight loss attempts solitary. Never with support or any real form of accountability which I am sure has made it easier for me to not follow through but that is a whole other issue.
Now that I have spewed too much random info here is a bit about me; In my late 20's err, Queer femme identified living in the Haywardish area of Northern California with my lovely and supportive wife who loved me unconditionally more than I have ever even attempted to love myself. My weight as of this morning is 316 which is not my all time high but pretty damn close. My first long term goal is to be 200 or less by this day next yr which I feel is feasible and reasonable.
I am fairly good with good wholesome nutrition when I choose to be and do know the difference between bad food and stuff that is genuinely a proper choice so no excuses their just laziness and bad food choices. I avoid excercise and sweating like the plague and am still trying to force myself to take the plunge into joining Planet Fitness here. I know it is a must if I am going to make this life change permanently. Sad part is I don't even have an excuse because I am a stay at home wife now....so that cop out I had before when I was working and felt I didnt have time to invest in my health and body is no longer there. Ok my long winded "hello" is over......Would love to make some friends local especially!