You certainly have been through that proverbial "windmill" & I rejoice with you that you chose to allow no more abusive behavior toward yourself. And now I am doubly rejoicing with you that you are back on the right track for being physically fit.
I am so saddened to hear of the loss of your beloved Dad. Please know that my prayers are covering your Mum & you, as you continue to adjust to life without your Dad physically with y'all - although I realize from personal experience that he will always be with you both in thought & memories.
May we both keep foremost in our minds that if true physical hunger is not the problem, then food is not the solution!
Be blessed with success!
Almighty God, You are the one who inspired man to seek & build a free land. It was Your Holy Word that gave direction & guidance in forming our government. Forgive us for allowing that same government to remove & separate You from our nation’s daily affairs. Please give us another chance. We hunger for You to once again bless America. I ask & I thank You in Jesus’ most holy name, Amen.