Christine, I know how you are feeling all to well.
I had been morbidly obese for quite some time.
I was told that my weight would kill me if it didn't come off.
I left the doctor's office in tears and went straight to the freezer section in the grocery store.
I bought three half gallon containers of full fat ice cream and a one pound bag of my favorite pretzels.
Then I stocked up on nuts, chips, pastries and anything else I wanted.
Went home and set about gaining even more weight.
I wasn't ready until I was ready.
Denial kept me obese for a longer period of time.
A year ago I WAS ready to face reality and did something about it.
The weight came off an ounce at a time.
It was a slow process.
Got my sedentary body to the gym and weight came off a little faster.
I haven't reached my goal weight but am confidant that I will.
I wish the same for you.
| current weight: 148.8