Thank you for the warm welcome. I think I will post my daily thoughts on my cloud, so I have a place to share them, as well as just release them to the universe.
I did a reading for myself just now and was given the same answers I usually receive. Things I thought I had improved upon, but perhaps have not.
In general, the angels wanted to me to know THE LAW OF ATTRACTION--I need to remain positive, as I am manifesting what I am thinking about into my life (hence the constant reminders of 1111). They wanted to remind me of my SACRAL CHAKRA--an area in which harbors toxins, emotional and physical. I carry carnelian with me in hopes that this will balance, but I will wear orange today to help. This area was blocked last month, contributing to why I could not get pregnant. (That and the timing wasn't divine) They also wanted me to be aware of my CLAIRVOYANCE and MEDIUMSHIP abilities (the medium card is almost a joke, because I told someone yesterday I am not one, but they wanted to remind me that I am indeed, despite the fact that I don't want it).
I asked about starting our family, and they replied with a card I've always known--INDIGO CHILD. I am meant to work with indigos, I have known this for some time, but in relationship to our family, it may mean we are going to have an ingido child, something I have also sensed before. I also pulled TWIN FLAME. I know my DH and I are meant to be together in this lifetime for the purpose of having a family. But the angels suggest to me that perhaps my twin flame, acting as my spirit guide, has led to me to Bryan to fulfill this purpose of having a family. (I have seen that perhaps in a past life, I was not able to have children, which is why I have been so negative during this process. It is also the reason I have surrounded myself with children my whole life. Since the age of 5, I've always stated that I wanted to work with kids, as a mom, pediatric nurse, or teacher. And now I am a teacher and teach children's theater)
I asked what else they want me to know and cards I almost always pull, SHIELD YOURSELF, HEAL AWAY ADDICTIONS, BE WILLING TO FORGIVE, and one other I cannot remember.
The forgiveness thing is huge. Because I don't know who pr what I need to forgive. I went through a list during my reading and did cry about one situation, but feel I have moved on. Perhaps I have had some acceptance, but not truly forgiven and mainly myself. So I prayed to Raphael to heal me, from addictions, from anger and resentment.
If any of you have any tricks of the trade to help with forgiveness, please let me know. I will continue to carry my stone of forgiveness, as well as the carnelian to help clear my "toxins" in my sacral chakra. But perhaps there is something else I am missing.
Blessed day to you all. I am headed to a friend's baby shower.
Oh, I was just reminded of this and so I will share it: "It will all fall into place. It will be so magnificent that one day, you will look back, and wonder why you ever worried."
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