Hi everyone my name is Tathy49 and I am trying to not only get down to a haelthy weight , but to find myself too. I think I lost myself long time ago , I have aways take care of my family as a single mom and somehow I neglected who need it the most care ... Me ! Now I found myself unhappy with how I feel and very uncomfortable with myself , before my weight was my security blanket or at least that is what I told myself as my reasons of why I had put on weight , but now I don't feel like this weight is any security blanket .... I know the road is long and hard and it won't be easy to drop this weight , like the same way that i didn't gain weight overnight I can't do thi overnight , I have tried before on my own without no luck and on monday Sept. 10 , 2012 I found Spark , and a light of hope went off in me ...
I starting a journey , I want to find myself ,find my courage , find the person , I know I am and I was meant to be , I want to walk everyday free of pain and shame and I want to feel good without this extra skin , this folds of skin that sweat like crazy , I want to smile more and set small goals and reach them , it is time to stop been afraid of falling about my weight , I know I can do it and I know I will do it by next year I will be a smaller version of me today .
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