I swear I used to feel the same way. Now when I go I take my ipod and dance while I am on the elliptical and NO ONE seems to even notice me LOL. I hold my head high and smile at everyone. When I first started I would walk in with my head down... no ipod.. no head phones, and I would watch everyone to see if ANYONE was looking at me. I must have looked like a scared little mouse. LOL Now I am totally in tuned to what I want to accomplish. I also get VERRRRRRRRRRY bored. I push myself to do 2 cardio machines and strength training. I am unable to run on the treadmill so I stick to what I know I can do for right now. I want to lose more weight and then I will try to get back on the treadmill. I can hardly run for 1 min without my legs cramping up. Try moving onto a new machine. I will try doing 3 cardio machines and then my strength training on monday. I hear doing 90 mins of cardio is best for weight loss. I have been going for 2 months 4-5 days a week and each time it gets easier.
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