My name is Mary Wilson and having lots of mixed feelings about starting this weight loss program. I have struggled with weight all my life and have never known what it feels like to put on a swim suit in the summer and not feel ashamed. I need to do this and stick with it. I am falling deeper into an unhealthy lifestyle and a depression. I have four wonderful kids and a loving husband. I just want to feel good and not so insecure because I know it wheres off on them. I also see my 10 year old following in my same foot steps. I do not want this for her. I need to change!