I know exactly what you're talking about! The whole adoption process was so overwhelming and confusing. But our beautiful daughter has been home with us for a little over two years now, and I can tell you that all the agony was absolutely worth it. Hang in there and welcome to the team! You've got my support anytime you need it.
“You gain strength, courage, and confidence by every experience in which you really stop to look fear in the face. You must do the thing which you think you cannot do.” - Eleanor Roosevelt