Lione, first of all, congrats on the new babies and your new title of Grandma. I can speak from the experience I have with my own 90 year old grandma, and can safely say you will soon be their favorite, well, you and Grampy. My grandparents are the apples of my eye at 90 and almost 100 respectively and I'm sure you will have many wonderful moments with those two new babies.
Secondly, in order to get those happy moments started you need to get yourself into a less frustrated state of mind and from what I've seen so far Spark seems to be a great place to start that journey. I'm new myself and still exploring the site but your frustrations resonate with me because of my own experiences in the last few months. Make a long story short, I'm having trouble keeping weight loss going and it seems I've lost gained and relost the same 10 pounds in the last 2 months since I decided that I NEEDED to lose the 30 pounds I have put on in the last 4 years after my life took a rather unexpected turn.
Anyway, stay the course and if you need a friend feel free to e-mail or message me.
| Pounds lost: 2.4