SparkPoints: (24)
Fitness Minutes: (0)
Posts: 3
2/22/11 10:27 A

Hello ~ I recently moved here from the north, where my wardrobe consisted of bulky sweaters that I hid under. Now I am faced with having to take my grandkids to the beach and am so ashamed at my appearance that Im refusing to go. My eating is out of control, sometimes i get something to eat and dont even remember eating it. I eat one thing and it sets off a binge. I recently went on a 2 week fast and and lost 3 pounds ! ha ! Ive considered wiring my own jaws shut. If I could have my taste buds removed I would. So here I am. Im hoping this will work. I dont think it is a will power issue , I think it is a staying focused issue.
In the last year I went from weighing less than I had in 20 years to weighing more than I ever had. Im at 240 ! Would love to meet with the Saint Lucie Sparkers.