Hi Tathy!! to both Spark and the team!! Congrats on making the decision to take care of YOU! Sounds like you have hit your rock bottom as many of us have...We all look forward to sharing in our journeys!! You can Sooo do this!! Blessings on your journey!
HAPPY SPARKING!! ~Becci
current weight: 280.4
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Hi everyone my name is Tathy49 and I am trying to not only get down to a haelthy weight , but to find myself too. I think I lost myself long time ago , I have aways take care of my family as a single mom and somehow I neglected who need it the most care ... Me ! Now I found myself unhappy with how I feel and very uncomfortable with myself , before my weight was my security blanket or at least that is what I told myself as my reasons of why I had put on weight , but now I don't feel like this weight is any security blanket .... I know the road is long and hard and it won't be easy to drop this weight , like the same way that i didn't gain weight overnight I can't do thi overnight , I have tried before on my own without no luck and on monday Sept. 10 , 2012 I found Spark , and a light of hope went off in me ...
I am starting a journey , I want to find myself ,find my courage , find the person , I know I am and I was meant to be , I want to walk everyday free of pain and shame and I want to feel good without this extra skin , extra weight ,or this folds of skin that sweat like crazy , I want to smile more and set small goals and reach them , it is time to stop been afraid of my weight , and how I look and feel, I know I can do it and I know I will do it by next year I will be a smaller version of me .
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