Thank you for the welcomes! For some reason I wasn't getting emails when someone replied to this even though I checked the little box.
I did notice people looking at me all the time when I went to the gym - with not nice looks on their faces. The part that I read into though is what those faces mean. I immediately think they are judging me or thinking negative things about me, but it's completely possible that they are just having a bad day, or they don't realize they're making a face. They could even be thinking something positive about me. However easy this is for me to comprehend right now, it's not how it goes in my head when I'm in the situation.
And it extends to outside the gym. I ordered new shoes to psych myself up for taking up walking again. I got up early this morning to walk and got so anxious I couldn't go.
Anyway, I'm working on it, and even thinking about joining a different gym again.
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(¸.*~*Melissa in Kansas
It does not matter how slowly you go so long as you do not stop. ~Confucious