I had this happen to me on Christmas night 1987. It DESTROYED my life for years, sent me in an alcohol spiral, along with many abusive relationships. I am getting ready to join a local Woman's Group that deals with this, which i can really relate to.
I told NO ONE for over 4 years. MISTAKE. and 20 some odd years later, I am STILL dealing and denying. I feel like I keep weight ON me to make me unattractive. Though I have an amazingly understanding husband. Who lets me do do what I feel I need to....Thank God.
I am blessed yet still paranoid, does it EVER go away?
Anyway I am glad there is a group for this...COOL BEANS!!!
It's not the size of the dog in the fight, it's the size of fight in the dog!!
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