I too have been down this road of self improving my fitness and diet many times before- I think it is very common. I figure I haven't failed until I quit :) Hope you are still on the path. You raised an interesting point- why do so many dieters sabotage themselves when they see a little success? I am guilty of it also. What do you think?
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