I was recently informed by my husband, of now 6 years (been together 7, that despite the fact that I was in PA packing up our lives to relocate back to Utah & helping his daughter through her sophomore year of high school (he moved here almost 3 mo before us to start his new job) he is "done with me." While he was here he got together with an old "friend" from high school. He tried to tell me she isn't the reason for him leaving me. I am not blind. So, to make a long story short. The night I arrived after driving 3 days in a uhaul with 2 kids & a cat, he tells me we are through. I am now left with no car, no job, and living at my sisters. My 5 yr old is very confused. He doesn't understand why we aren't living with Daddy & his sister.
I am trying so hard to get out of my funk & back on my feet. I can hold down food for the most part now. But it is only sweets & junk food that I am wanting. It is hard to make myself eat healthy. I am in the "punish myself" mode.
I have a total of 6 children...ages 21-6 (this includes my 2 teenage step children). Only the 5 yr old lives with me though. I am looking for people who can help me with motivation & to get me on the track to being healthy. I want to be there for my children & be active for them.
If you read this far, thank you. I tend to get long winded when I start typing.
| current weight: 278.0