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7/26/12 1:19 P

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Thank you for the welcome :)

"The Goddess holds all things in balance: Good and evil, death and rebirth. The predator and the prey. Without her, destruction and chaos will prevail."

-- The Mists of Avalon


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7/26/12 10:04 A

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Hi Celeste

welcome back to sparkpeople!


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7/24/12 12:17 P

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Thank you for the welcome!

I have never enjoyed clothes shopping. Well, not since I have gotten bigger anyways.
Honestly, this whole swimsuit experience has just pushed the final button for me.

So, I have pics of me wearing this stupid thing and with all rolls/bulges showing LOL. I am keeping it so that I can remember where I was...and where I want to be!

"The Goddess holds all things in balance: Good and evil, death and rebirth. The predator and the prey. Without her, destruction and chaos will prevail."

-- The Mists of Avalon


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7/24/12 8:21 A

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Hi and welcome back! emoticon emoticon

Clothes shopping can be a bad experience for me also. emoticon
Hope this is what you need to get you started on the path to wellness. emoticon emoticon

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7/24/12 1:16 A

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Hello everyone!

My name is Celeste and I am 27 years old.

I have been a member of SparkPeople probably 3-4
times.

I keep trying to do this alone, and I can't do it.
I am tired of trying to do it alone.

I need help. I admit it. I ask for it.

I have been an emotional eater for years now. It started shortly after something horrible happened to me.

I am the type to buy little debbie's cakes and eat them alone. I buy junkfood on my days off...so that I can eat it with no one present.

I am 5'1 and weigh 196 currently.

Why am I reaching out now?

Last night, I went to Wal-Mart to get a swimsuit because
my family and I are going to a water park.

I have always disliked swimsuit shopping, but last night,
depressed me more than anything.

I went over and grabbed 2 cute 2xl suits. They didn't fit.

I went looking for a 3Xl. They had ONE. One single 3xl swimsuit.

The pattern is less than flattering and despite the fact I went
ahead and bought it (I had no choice), I have been in tears on and
off since.

I took a picture of me in it, and I just can't believe it's me to
be honest. I am saving the picture because I WON'T go through
this again next year.



Celeste


"The Goddess holds all things in balance: Good and evil, death and rebirth. The predator and the prey. Without her, destruction and chaos will prevail."

-- The Mists of Avalon


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