My name is Celeste and I am 27 years old.
I have been a member of SparkPeople probably 3-4
I keep trying to do this alone, and I can't do it.
I am tired of trying to do it alone.
I need help. I admit it. I ask for it.
I have been an emotional eater for years now. It started shortly after something horrible happened to me.
I am the type to buy little debbie's cakes and eat them alone. I buy junkfood on my days off...so that I can eat it with no one present.
I am 5'1 and weigh 196 currently.
Why am I reaching out now?
Last night, I went to Wal-Mart to get a swimsuit because
my family and I are going to a water park.
I have always disliked swimsuit shopping, but last night,
depressed me more than anything.
I went over and grabbed 2 cute 2xl suits. They didn't fit.
I went looking for a 3Xl. They had ONE. One single 3xl swimsuit.
The pattern is less than flattering and despite the fact I went
ahead and bought it (I had no choice), I have been in tears on and
I took a picture of me in it, and I just can't believe it's me to
be honest. I am saving the picture because I WON'T go through
this again next year.
"The Goddess holds all things in balance: Good and evil, death and rebirth. The predator and the prey. Without her, destruction and chaos will prevail."
-- The Mists of Avalon
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