Hi and welcome to the team!
No,you are not alone.
I've been eating in secret since I've been a teenager and had to hide from my mom's disapproving look.
I still do it but not as often.
If i'm on a binge,i'll sometimes buy something like a box of vachon (or even a full cake),eat it in the car(yes,the whole box) and then discard the proof in a garbage can at a garage.
But I already put some garbage out my car window so I wouldn't bring it home
I'm trying very hard to just eat in front of people and not worry about it,but I sometimes get nasty comments that are hard to get over(especially from my skinny sister).
I try to forgive her because she doesn't know any better.
It's really hard to get over the feeling of shame because we often want others to think we're in control and everythings ok,when,if we're bingeing, it's really not ok in our world.
It's not really anybody's business what we eat and don't eat anyways!
Hope you find what you need to get healthy in 2012!
Have a great week!
| current weight: 171.4