Hi My name is Renee. I have had problems with food my whole life. My moms side of the family is overweight and they have high blood pressure, diabetes and high chlosterol and everything else that comes with being over weight. My grandmother actually died from being overweight. I dont want to be like them. I was smaller when I was younger but after my daughter 18 yrs ago I lost weight probally like 10 times but then gained it back and then lost it again and again. I never seem to lose it and keep it off permanetly. I am 40 now and want to live to see my grandkids or whatever and see my daughter down the aisle. I have to wear a stupid cpap machine cause i m over weight. I want to lose weight so bad cause im sick of wearing those plus size clothes instead of the cute little clothes that skinny people wear. I am happy that there is a website like t his that can help us. yeah!!!!!!!!!!