I'm really excited about this program and feel really confident that my life is about to change. I have never felt so focused on doing something for my health, for my weight. I have been 'dieting' for several years on almost an every other day basis. I want to do good and be healthy then give up. I would feel like I failed, so if I blow it on one portion of the diet and don't do as good as I think I should then why bother. Maybe I'd start again tomorrow or Monday or Wednesday, but then do good for a day and blow it. Maybe I'll start again next week then it turns out a year went by and I'm still in the same spot! ugh. It feels hopeless, It's too much work, maybe I'm meant to be a fat girl. BUT, since I joined SP I feel more and more like weight loss and being happy are attainable. I met some little goals, I can't waIt to meet the bigger ones! I can't wait to see how far I can go in 6 months or a year! I feel like I CAN DO THIS!!!!! I keep hearing or reading all of the success stories and all of the motivation and optimism from SP and am truly looking forward to the changes in my life that I know will come!
I can do all things through Him who gives me strength.
| current weight: 245.0