Hello, I need help Flying again. Back in 2000 when I had Head Injury my Speech therapist got me flying. I have my Control Journal here and I need to update it. I always start then I kinda Drop Off, if you will. So this week I want to work on updating it. I want to Fly again and Spark!
I am going to be 40 this year and I am welllllll, not happy with me at the moment, shall I say. So I want to lose the weight, get my surgeries done and over with, learn to walk after that, I need to get inspired and go. I bought the Spark book and I am re reading my Reflections book. I even signed back up for the emails!
Right now as I sit here, my house STINKS of Pee! My House is a wreck!!!! and my body is junk! and I feel so overwhelmed on where to begin so last night, I Shined my Sink and my hubby has not even noticed. Not that I expect him to but I am doing this for me and I just wanted him to realize it was starting over. He knows what Flying is about.
When I lived in Jenison, my real stick built house. I flew like you never believe. I got rid of a full basement of Clutter and things I never have missed since. I shop with the Dave Ramsey motto "need or want". And I have been tracking my food for the past week, even if I go over then I can SEE IT and realize what I am eating thought out the day and adjust.
I quit Smoking! OOOO Yeah, I have had a few slips since May 11th but for over a Month now - I'm solid on this subject!
I have two horses, three cats, and a peeing Dog.... merely because I am the only one that let's him out....everyone else around here says he's not my dog so I need to Get Dressed and get him out... a goal I need to work on but my meds I have for my pain drags me down. I have been married since 1990 and things are very hard for me these days, he does not care! So that is why I need to care for myself and FLY! that is my self help! Ok I have to get off this thing, your welcome to my page and blogs and I hope someone here has a big boot to kick me off my buns to Fly.... Thanks Shorts
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