I don't think you gave too much information and if you feel the need to share, we are here to listen. I'll be honest, I can't imagine losing a child. I have four kids and I just can't imagine!
It would be hard to take care of yourself in the situation that you are in and all you've been through, BUT you've come to the right place. Each of us has our own experiences and together we can maintain all the good we've accomplished.
Make sure you are taking time for you. Walk, meditate, find a support group, anything to help you get back on track for your health. We are here for you, but sometimes having a living breathing person to talk to helps immensely.
Check in often and share when you want to. I'm glad you are here and hope to hear from you soon.
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