Hiya, I just spotted your post and realised you'd had no replies so thought I'd write a sort of reply just to move you to the top of the list again.
Great that you're off the meds and hope you're much better than before.
If you don't get helpful replies in this forum could I suggest re-posting this in the forum 'panic button for immediate help.' Someone's likely to pick up on it there and they'll hopefully point you in the right direction.
All the best, Faith