I am the stay at home mother of three children under the age of five. I've been working very hard since the birth of my youngest child to reach a healthy body fat percentage. This morning, for the first time in my life, I weighed in at 199.8. Just barely under 200, but still a success.
Instead of happiness and pride in myself, I feel numb. This is something I've wished and hoped and tried for, for a very very long time. But it's like someone flipped a switch in my brain, and I just can't feel it.
I have been diagnosed with depression/anxiety. I take two different types of anti depressant. I've been on them for over 6 months. Surely I should be making some head way by now? Why can't I just feel happy?
| Pounds lost: 40.2