I have a couple friends at work that pay for a gym membership and don't use it (and frequently being up a laundry list of excuses), and I just can't wrap my mind around it. You're paying to have access to something - so access it! Or stop paying for it! Paying for a gym membership helps remind me to go when I don't want to. I want to "get my money's worth".
Seriously, set a deadline for yourself (I feel like 2 weeks is too long and will get away from you - I would do 2 days) and GO. If you don't like it, or even can't drag yourself to go, cancel your membership and stop throwing money away.
Do something everyday that your future self will thank you for.
| current weight: 179.8