I am getting married 8/8/14 and I am soooo excited about it. With one exception. Here's the full story.
I have been married before. My exhusband and I eloped. I had no dress, no reception, and there were only 2 people there (his mother and grandmother) and that was it. No honeymoon. Nothing.
Now with this wedding I am going all out. My fiance wants me to have the wedding of my dreams. I will be wearing my mother's dress (it's in my blog labeled day 15) and I am going to make my own veil. I don't have many other ideas for the rest of the wedding but the part that actually has me in a panic is this. I don't have any friends. So, who am I going to have in my bridal party???? I can only think of 2 people who could be in it because the rest of my family I would want to sit and enjoy it. I was thinking of asking one of my cousin's to be my matron of honor and a friend to be a brides' maid. The problem is that I need 1 or 2 more because my fiance plans on having 3 to 4 grooms men including his best man.
My fiance said that I could ask his sister and sister-in-law to fill in but, I really don't like that idea. It's not because I don't get along with them but, I don't know them! I've literally never met them or spoken to them. He's talked about them but that's it. He doesn't understand why I don't feel comfortable with that idea. I don't know what to do about this though. Any suggestions?
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