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6/14/14 1:05 P

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My struggle is truly a great one. I am always stressed out. My doctor has put me on Anti-depression medication and it seems to help a little. I have about 280 lbs to lose before I am at a healthy weight. I am constantly being sabotaged because my significant other (who is schitzophrenic) is afraid if I get healthy I'll leave him. He was recently diagnosed with diabetes and he doesn't want to change the way he is eating. Pop is my weakness and he continually brings it into the home. Most days I am so busy cleaning up after everyone else that it is difficult for me to focus on myself. We have a room mate, granted he'll be out of here in a couple of months, he has some severe medical issues and needs to be babied also. I am so tired of taking care of everyone else! I have been seeing a nutritionist and a doctor to help me stay accountable and to keep working. I seen some results at first but I'm really not anymore. I'm still in a rut but I'm trying when I am not taking care of someone else to take care of myself. I guess this is all for now. Just wanted to vent.

goal 1- 418 lbs
goal 2- 377 lbs
goal 3- 320 lbs
goal 4- 256 lbs
goal 5- 192 lbs
Final goal- 155 lbs and Disney world trip!

Nicki


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