Today is not a good day because I still dont have my son back yet , He is still in foster care and my family is not the same without him. All I do is cry at night because I miss him so much. The visitations are okay but they are only 2 times a week, my hubby misses our son as well. We just dont know what to do anymore.
We cleaned the house up and now we have painters coming sometime to paint and I hope that it will be enough to get my son back but I have no faith left. Social services is blaming me for everything that is going wrong and they even blame me for what is going on with my son. I just dont know what to do anymore.
I want my son back so badly right now. I have the motivation and determination to keep going but I feel like giving up because I know that Social Services will try anything to keep me from getting my son back.
They want me to do the following
Clean up the house
Paint the walls
Get rid of the mold in the bedrooms
talk to someone at mental health
See a councilor
And quite smoking
I am doing everything they ask but as far as quiting smoking goes I will work at that a little at a time because right now it is hard because I am under a lot of stress with everything that is going on now and to top it all off I have to deal with my husband now as well since he took a heart attack (8 in total).
Can anyone help me understand all of this.
Live life to the fullest because you never know when it will throw you a curve ball.
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