I don;t even know where to start. Whew, since I have joined Spark not only am I living a healthier lifestyle & losing weight, it has changed my whole attitude towards life. This year I have suffered some major losses & gone through some major traumas & found I was getting very depressed. Regardless of what I tried whether it was using positive affirmations, or other techniques, nothing was sticking. I was unable to sleep at night & too tired during the day to do anything & felt pretty useless. I actually considered my life as a waste. I no longer cared how I felt or how I looked & gained weight & felt useless to do anything about it. I am pretty much housebound as I can no longer work due to illness & all my friends fell off the earth. Also we are down to 1 car now, so I don't go anywhere. Whenever my husband asked me if I wanted to do something, my reply was "No". I hated how I felt, I was disgusted with how I looked & didn't even want to go out in public anymore.
I had joined Spark quite a while ago but never really became active until last month. In this short time, my life has totally turned around. I have lost some of my weight, even meeting my goal early as I am now exercising everyday. Since I feel better I am now sleeping. I wake up at 7 & I am on the treadmill by 8 for 60 min. This is not an option for me. I don't allow myself any excuses. This is something that is just as important as air. I am now drinking plenty of water where before I actually hated it. I am eating smaller, healthier meals & not being tempted by garbage food. I now feel so much better, not just physically but emotionally as well. I have made friends & have gotten involved in the Spark Community. I just recently took over Team Lead for the Tennessee Team. I now feel as if I have a reason & a purpose for getting up in the morning. I no longer feel like just a waste. I encourage people, I support them & I get that back as well. I know I cannot be a good leader if I do not follow my own principles. I cannot express enough my gratitude for this site. It has literally saved my life. Thank you Spark People!
Team Leader of the Tennessee Team
Team Leader of the Seriously Special Sparkers!
Team Lead of the Sp Class Nov 25-Dec 1
“We are what we repeatedly do. Excellence then, is not a an act, but a habit.” – Aristotle
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