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2/9/16 10:09 A

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I still struggle with having a realistic time line. I take longer than I should at a lot of things.

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2/8/16 8:24 A

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I was definitely down over the weekend. But I caught up on my rest and that does make quite a difference. This morning - right now - I am determined to find out information and accomplish things.

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2/6/16 11:47 A

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I am feeling in limbo, not really belonging anywhere, not feeling like I have people to do things with.

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2/3/16 2:46 P

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now that I know I will be leaving tomorrow, I have mixed feelings

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2/2/16 8:38 A

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Especially after last night, I am ready to go back to Alabama.

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1/30/16 3:54 P

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Although I could have easily been talked out of it we went to Joey's play with Cheryl this afternoon. It was pretty good.

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1/29/16 9:10 A

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Even though I have made some progress on the condo there's still so much to do. And I may have to leave this weekend to help Sherry. I might have to come back later.

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1/24/16 10:39 A

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I am making slow progress in the condo. But it's progress none the less.

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1/21/16 8:17 A

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I am not finding a whole lot of reasons to be in Michigan in the winter.

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1/19/16 9:43 A

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I didn't think that there was this much stress up here. My hernia hurt so bad yesterday; I had diarrhea all day. Of course I haven't been as active. Things have just wiped me out.

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1/16/16 12:00 P

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Back up in the 'burbs and nothing has changed. Barb swore to Sharon that she'd do the laundry. When I got there I did 3 huge loads and another one yesterday. Barb told her girls that since everyone else is on vacation she will be too. Shannon was upset with Sandy because she already had plans for Friday night and didn't come over. Harry and I don't want to be around Barb. At least I am not afraid to be. I ignore her.

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1/12/16 1:32 P

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Helena came to me twice last night, too. she cuddled me forever. Even Sher said she peeked in and saw us.

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1/11/16 11:15 A

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Helena didn't cry when she woke up in the middle of the night. She just came and got me. So...we were up for about 2 hours and then she was up again about 4:30. Good thing I took a nap yesterday but I am still tired.

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1/9/16 1:14 P

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I am still discouraged about the weight.

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1/8/16 1:29 P

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Sherry finally got a car yesterday. I'm not sure what to do now that I can go anywhere when Helena is in day care. Sherry told me to bring her to day care today and then pick her up for her doctor appointment. I know I will be gone next week and just didn't have it in me to take her.

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I went to the doctor and was surprised at my weight gain. I haven't been this heavy in years.

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1/5/16 11:33 A

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Since Tim came, I feel as if Sherry has a different attitude with me. I have to talk to her about next week and me going up north and I feel as if she is avoiding me.

She decided that her and Ben should have the big room. I had the little room before, so that doesn't bother me. But she claims that I use the bathroom and wake up Helena. Once last night, I heard her and went in with her. I heard her again and Ben was already in there. I used the 1/2 bath and went back to bed. ???

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1/4/16 8:27 P

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I am really missing Tim. I still am going one step forward, 8 steps back.

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1/2/16 5:49 P

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Tim leaves tomorrow

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12/30/15 2:48 P

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I really want to look at the inside of that house and see if I could get it.

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12/29/15 1:13 P

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Tim is seeing for himself that I get stuck between a rock and a hard place sometimes. But I do it for Helena. Sherry and I must sit and plan things out, though.

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12/28/15 2:29 P

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I've got things I am looking forward to and things I know I need to do

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12/26/15 12:55 P

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a lot on my mind

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I'm looking forward to going to Michigan to see if I can get things straightened out.

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I've got a couple things accomplished this week.

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12/16/15 12:27 P

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Helena got me up at 4 and I think I'm getting her cold. It may be a nap day.

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12/15/15 12:56 P

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I still feel frazzled. I've been trying to organize and sometimes that helps. I need to sit and make a goal list and I know this will be beneficial.

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12/14/15 6:06 P

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I feel frazzled today. The lack of me time has caught up to me.

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12/13/15 11:22 A

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I'm trying

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12/12/15 11:54 A

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If I could just get some un-interrupted time when she says I can..

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12/11/15 11:17 A

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Fighting fires all morning. I have to get on top of things.

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12/10/15 11:19 A

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Sherry and I have to spend some time talking about important things.

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I told Sherry that it's the 2nd Tuesday of the month and the crochet group meets. But then I remembered I am supposed to bring an ornament. Can't do that with no money.

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I was asleep a little after 7 last night. I have to talk to Sherry tonight about the condo.

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My attitude has been down and I know I have to sit down and make a plan.

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I must get with Tim and Sherry and actually make plans for Christmas and the condo.

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Sherry called me a Debbie Downer. Sarah said I complain a lot. It stung. But I will work on it.

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Life still loves to get complicated on me. Now Sherry's talking of having a guy come to the house to play Santa on Sunday the 20th. I have the DHS hearing on the 21st. After Christmas, she wants to go back to MI to spend New Year's there.

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12/2/15 5:26 P

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I took Helena to a playgroup at Sarah's church. The first two Moms I met were very nice. One of the moms I asked a question to and she just completely ignored me like I hadn't asked anything. No big deal on that. If she thinks it bothered me...

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I'm in my nostalgic/melancholy stage right now. I think Sher is too. I need to find things to do to get us past it.

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11/29/15 12:41 P

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Tim told me he has a good chance of renting a 3 bedroom ranch in the Frazho/Kelly area in either January or February. Sherry asked if that meant that we were breaking up. No...he knows I need to be here for about another year and I know Sadie needs to be on one floor. Just another bend in the road.

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11/26/15 7:55 P

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I wish my girls would communicate with me more.

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11/25/15 1:05 P

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I really need to sit down with Sherry. We need to talk schedules - she oft times inadvertently takes advantage of me. We need to talk about what she wants for Helena - do we work towards sending her to a private school? What traditions do we want to bring her up with?

Either way, I need to find a way to make extra money. For a year, I babysat and got used to the money coming in. This time of year, I spent a bit and need to get my budget under control. Then I need to start saving for Helena. (school, Disney World, etc.)

Especially since my food stamps got taken away just because I visited AL, my income is extremely limited. I need to take those knitting classes and to learn to use the sewing machine.

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11/23/15 3:37 P

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I'm glad Tim and Sadie are here and we're not expecting anyone else.

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It felt good to make it to church but I am not comfortable with the priests.

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It was the two of us last night. Of course, Helena went to bed late, was up for 2 hours and woke up at 5:30. But she's been in a great mood.

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got some housework in. Time to get serious about a budget and goals.

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Still no energy or direction. Need list of possibilities.

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My energy is a little better than Monday but not any better than yesterday....

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I am starting to feel a little better. Still going to the bathroom and the energy goes fast. I am trying to pack up and weed out since I don't know what's going on in my life. I keep trying to do what I want and be where I want to be and I never seem to get any closer.

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I started sitting on the toilet in the middle of the night. Still cold wit no energy. I am at a loss as to what I should do.

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Still not well and Sherry knows this. She spent the night at Ben's and couldn't come home early to help me because she still felt a little drunk.

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It's not passing quickly enough. It hit me like a ton of bricks last night - no voice, a cough, a lung and a sinus infection. But not stuffy...

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Being up in MI a week cleaning and being with Mom took it's toll. Then coming back to sickness didn't help. This too shall pass

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definitely more broken sleep last night. Helena was in a different kind of mood this morning. I must have changed her 5 times. I think she's bored at home with me. I must get my act together and find more things that I can do, she can do and things we can do together.

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I slept a little better and had some energy this morning. I had to stop to get Sarah and I lost it along the way. But I must keep going. It's time I had a little more order in my life.

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Broken sleep again last night. Trying to head off the usual depression this time of year. I have to get spending under control and declutter.

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Not much sleep last night either. Took Helena into day care because Sherry woke up late. I will pick her up tomorrow and pick up Sarah on Thursday.

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Bd night and day all around. Ben had a seizure with sherry and Helena in the room and scared them do death. Sherry went to hospital with him and I stayed with Helena. None of us got any sleep. We were a bit out of it today.

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Many times it's like pulling teeth to get Sherry to realize that I make plans for me. So many have been cancelled.

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Sherry was skyping with her friends and I heard her say that she will be there for 2 weeks at Christmas. She swore she told me. I think I would have remembered that. She says Daryl doesn't want her to come. I don't want her to either. I want all three of my girls with me for Christmas. I don't want to be around "family" in MI. What am I to do?

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It is nice to try to catch up a little. But then, take a day off and it's kaput.


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Ben's talking a little more. Sherry's still assuming too much. She asked when I wanted to go to Michigan. I told her 2 weeks ago

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I got to an almost crying frustration last night. The checkbook got screwed up. I am slightly more on top of things, but must get better.

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I've got some things done...still so much to do. Sometimes the hardest thing is to communicate with family.

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Helena and Sher are still sick. I still can't find energy or the will to do anything.

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The more I seem to try to communicate and do things, the worse it seems to get.

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I have lost me again in the shuffle. I want to find something to do for me that I am excited in. I want to spend time with others.

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I am tired again. Sherry is in a bad mood this week and that makes it harder. I don't get much of a break.

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I've been slowly trying to catch up. I make a game of things with Helena and that helps. She is a smart one, that's for sure.

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I am still struggling with energy and frame of mind.

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The girls are out and it helps having quiet time. I'm still concerned.

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Another rough day. No re-charge time.

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I started the day not feeling well.

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Helena and I both had a hard time with Tim leaving yesterday. We are trying to stay busy; at least Sherry has work.

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I worked my fanny off getting the house ready for Sherry's friends. They took advantage of Sherry, her generosity and of the house. Disappointment for Sher and aggravation for me. We'll have to have a talk. Tim is here and will leave tomorrow. I definitely don't want him to go.

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Helena and I were outside Tuesday and she cut her finger. It bled a lot but I didn't think much of it. Sherry insisted it needed a stitch and we went to the ER. First the nurse said it needed a stitch. When the doctor came in, he said the nail would have to come off and he just put a sticky bandage on it. Meanwhile, about a million band-aides later, the cut is healing quickly. But Sherry doubted my judgement.

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I felt lousy and out of it all day again today. Sherry asked me to take Helena for a walk. I did and Helena slept. I came back with a sleeping Helena because I was sleepy. I laid down but couldn't fall asleep. She came in about 45 minutes later and said "Oh, you're laying down. I thought you were sparking." She asked if I'd watch Helena for them to go to JoAnn Fabrics. I said I could but please be back soon. It was over 2 hours, I tried in vain to get Helena to eat. Sherry apologized, but she doesn't seem to realize that when I tell her I am sick that I am sick.

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I still feel lousy. :(

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I felt lousy again all night and this morning. I am a little better now, but the throat still hurts.

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For 2 nights in a row, a very sore throat has awakened me. I hate being sick.

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Helena was in a good mood again today. But she did get a little cranky when Sherry got home. Sherry could feel better and I don't think she realizes how Helena picks up on her mood. I know she hasn't been happy and I wish she would just go ahead and quit that job and look for another one. She's talking again about visiting Daryl and I get a little aggravated with that. She says she feels guilty. I thought I had gotten through to her that she has nothing to feel guilty for.

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Helena was in such a good mood today. She played good and just seemed to enjoy the day. I can't believe how many words she is saying now that I can understand.

I was disappointed that Rob didn't want to spend more time with her. But, then, he did spend time with Sarah and Sherry. He didn't when they were that age. I don't know why I expected anything different.

Tim is a different story all together. He says he keeps all her pictures. He can't wait to see her.

Sarah said the carpet is ruined. Sherry said she got it Fall 2009. Today was the first day in awhile that she talked about the condo. She said that she will probably let it go back. I tried to keep it for her and keep it nice.

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Sherry and Helena seem to both be on overload. I am hoping tomorrow will be the beginning of a new start for all of us.

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I was out for 5 hours today but finally found curtains for the bathroom. Now if we could just organize the stuff that was brought down to us that's Sherry's so that some of my stuff can come down in two weeks.

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busy bust trying to do things for Sher.

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Doctor and I went over blood work: thyroid off, high cholesterol. Didn't sleep good but have more energy today.

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Exhausted again today. I finally ate a peanut butter and jelly sandwich and feel a little better. I go to the doctor tomorrow and will ask him.

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I really don't have any energy today either. It doesn't help that it rained all day.

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I took a 2 hour nap, laid around and am still tired.

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Got some done on Mom's budget. Then we went shopping and getting things done was downhill from there.

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Quiet day but didn't get much done.

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Everyone around me seems miserable. It makes me feel like I'm doing something wrong or forgetting to do something right. Meanwhile, there's no "me" time to catch up on things I have to do, let alone want to do.

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Helena and I both are trying to get back into some kind of schedule. I was up at 5:20: she was up at 5:40, so I didn't get to go back to sleep for awhile. Dragging.

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slowly trying to get back on track. Sherry says I forget a lot.

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Still struggling with that negative frame of mind and trying not to complain. I'd think it would be easy...

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When I got back from Wal Mart last night, I was just feeling defeated. Helena yelled the whole time we were there. Harry called and said that Mom's in the hospital and he didn't know why. I couldn't get ahold of anyone. No matter what I seem to do to try to help my girls, they don't like what I do.

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I still have an underlying frustration somehow. I know by the strange dreams I am having.

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Sherry said that maybe I should go back up to be around Mom. (after I talked to Sharon). I don't want to go back into that situation where there really isn't anything I can do to make mom better. Everyone would assume that I will do everything because "She's not working". I am still being blamed for most things and it would get worse if I was up there. I can't do it any more.

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