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8/30/15 9:55 P

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I felt lousy and out of it all day again today. Sherry asked me to take Helena for a walk. I did and Helena slept. I came back with a sleeping Helena because I was sleepy. I laid down but couldn't fall asleep. She came in about 45 minutes later and said "Oh, you're laying down. I thought you were sparking." She asked if I'd watch Helena for them to go to JoAnn Fabrics. I said I could but please be back soon. It was over 2 hours, I tried in vain to get Helena to eat. Sherry apologized, but she doesn't seem to realize that when I tell her I am sick that I am sick.

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8/29/15 9:16 P

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I still feel lousy. :(

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8/28/15 3:46 P

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I felt lousy again all night and this morning. I am a little better now, but the throat still hurts.

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8/27/15 4:24 P

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For 2 nights in a row, a very sore throat has awakened me. I hate being sick.

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8/25/15 9:25 P

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Helena was in a good mood again today. But she did get a little cranky when Sherry got home. Sherry could feel better and I don't think she realizes how Helena picks up on her mood. I know she hasn't been happy and I wish she would just go ahead and quit that job and look for another one. She's talking again about visiting Daryl and I get a little aggravated with that. She says she feels guilty. I thought I had gotten through to her that she has nothing to feel guilty for.

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8/24/15 10:24 P

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Helena was in such a good mood today. She played good and just seemed to enjoy the day. I can't believe how many words she is saying now that I can understand.

I was disappointed that Rob didn't want to spend more time with her. But, then, he did spend time with Sarah and Sherry. He didn't when they were that age. I don't know why I expected anything different.

Tim is a different story all together. He says he keeps all her pictures. He can't wait to see her.

Sarah said the carpet is ruined. Sherry said she got it Fall 2009. Today was the first day in awhile that she talked about the condo. She said that she will probably let it go back. I tried to keep it for her and keep it nice.

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8/23/15 4:06 P

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Sherry and Helena seem to both be on overload. I am hoping tomorrow will be the beginning of a new start for all of us.

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8/22/15 10:10 P

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I was out for 5 hours today but finally found curtains for the bathroom. Now if we could just organize the stuff that was brought down to us that's Sherry's so that some of my stuff can come down in two weeks.

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8/21/15 3:02 P

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busy bust trying to do things for Sher.

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8/20/15 4:37 P

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Doctor and I went over blood work: thyroid off, high cholesterol. Didn't sleep good but have more energy today.

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8/18/15 7:30 P

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Exhausted again today. I finally ate a peanut butter and jelly sandwich and feel a little better. I go to the doctor tomorrow and will ask him.

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8/17/15 6:18 P

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I really don't have any energy today either. It doesn't help that it rained all day.

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8/16/15 8:30 P

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I took a 2 hour nap, laid around and am still tired.

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8/15/15 10:59 P

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Got some done on Mom's budget. Then we went shopping and getting things done was downhill from there.

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8/14/15 3:39 P

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Quiet day but didn't get much done.

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8/13/15 4:32 P

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Everyone around me seems miserable. It makes me feel like I'm doing something wrong or forgetting to do something right. Meanwhile, there's no "me" time to catch up on things I have to do, let alone want to do.

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8/11/15 5:29 P

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Helena and I both are trying to get back into some kind of schedule. I was up at 5:20: she was up at 5:40, so I didn't get to go back to sleep for awhile. Dragging.

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slowly trying to get back on track. Sherry says I forget a lot.

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8/9/15 6:11 A

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Still struggling with that negative frame of mind and trying not to complain. I'd think it would be easy...

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When I got back from Wal Mart last night, I was just feeling defeated. Helena yelled the whole time we were there. Harry called and said that Mom's in the hospital and he didn't know why. I couldn't get ahold of anyone. No matter what I seem to do to try to help my girls, they don't like what I do.

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8/7/15 4:45 P

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I still have an underlying frustration somehow. I know by the strange dreams I am having.

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8/5/15 3:19 P

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Sherry said that maybe I should go back up to be around Mom. (after I talked to Sharon). I don't want to go back into that situation where there really isn't anything I can do to make mom better. Everyone would assume that I will do everything because "She's not working". I am still being blamed for most things and it would get worse if I was up there. I can't do it any more.

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8/4/15 10:07 P

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I love Sherry and Helena. Sherry is in the habit of relying on me. I'm not getting things done that I need done and I find myself forgetful.

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8/3/15 10:49 P

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I love being with Helena. I just need to catch up on bills and paperwork sometimes.

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8/2/15 1:15 A

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Things just don't go as how I would like to have them.

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7/31/15 3:50 P

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Mom's phone is working but I haven't talked to her.

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7/30/15 10:00 P

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I still debated on whether or not I want to go up. I know I really need to see Mom and I know if there is anything I want out of the house, I must get now. I just don't want any garbage from anyone.

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7/29/15 4:23 P

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still tired and sore. didn't get any papers done yesterday but did a couple today. I've got to hurry

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7/28/15 8:18 P

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Another day where I was really tired. Gotta get my bloodwork done.

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7/26/15 7:12 P

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I walked this morning then went to the pool. By the time I got back, I was burnt, tired and the back hurt worse. I took a nap with Helena and that helped

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7/25/15 3:54 P

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My back acted up a little bit this week. This morning it acted up a lot. I soaked in the tub and that helped a little bit. But I have no energy and an off again/on again headache.

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7/24/15 4:51 P

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Helena and I seem to be in a comfortable routine. Sherry seems to think that Helena loves me more than her.

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7/23/15 10:30 P

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I need to get the letters written and sent that I need to send. The first is to St. John Hospital and specifically the doctor who scoffed at me when I told her that you don't give a child an antibiotic when there is no infection and she has a yeast infection. The second is to some association that regulates therapists. Susie was so rude to me and wouldn't let me get a word in edgewise. She told me that she had more important clients and I was taking up their time. The third is to Huntsville Hospital and the fiasco with Helena. There was no reason to let a child go for over 12 hours without eating and wait so long for a procedure.

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7/22/15 3:04 P

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Still struggling on how to help and what I should do

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7/21/15 7:40 P

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Today wasn't much better. I need to get Sherry to figure things out.

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7/20/15 4:42 P

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Bad last few days. wiped out and nothing is going right,

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7/19/15 3:23 P

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It scared me that I forgot about faxing those papers. Friday, Sherry was laying down and Helena was in the living room spreading all the magazines around. Quick as a lick, Helena got the door open and got in bed with Sherry. She called me up and asked where Helena was. I had been frantically looking for her. She said that if I did this when she was home, what do I do when she's not home? The reason Helena headed that way was because Sherry was home. I never thought Helena would get the door open. It hurt that she said that. Then, today, Sherry was complaining because she said that the pictures she downloaded on the computer were for me. So, I started to put them in groups - baptism, months, etc. Then she complained because I moved them.

She gets tired and I know it's easy to. But I get tired, too, and I also have things that I have cancelled or put off because she needed my help. I love her and adore Helena, but it's hard to remember things and not get scattered when she constantly calls me and says she needs my help. I went through that when I went to school.


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7/18/15 7:41 P

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I forgot completely about faxing the papers to Sharon. glad she texted me. it took me forever. i am wiped out.

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I tried to clean out the garbage can and now my back hurts. Not sure if that's what did it or not.

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7/15/15 4:54 P

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I guess Sarah is getting a little frustrated that I didn't have answers on Grandma. But it all depended on what the doctors, therapists and social workers said. I hope I can explain it to my girls.

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I feel a little more clear-headed and organized. I think Sherry is finally starting to organize herself and it is having a domino effect.

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I watched Helena while Sarah and Sherry were gone for over 3 hours grocery shopping. They came back and Sherry said she was going to lay down with Helena and could I please put the groceries away? When they got up, I was trying to do my homework for class. Sherry asked me to watch Helena while she got dressed. She then said we were leaving for Sarah's. I felt absolutely wiped out and just wanted to stay home. Sherry said it is a family dinner and I ended up going instead of going to class. Sherry remembered the class about 10 minutes after it started.

I go through this all the time. I tell someone I want to do something at a certain time and certain day. They forget and have me doing something totally different for them. They then ask why didn't I say something. I say it; they don't remember.

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The negativity is still here. At least I feel like if I can organize my surroundings a bit that things will improve.

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Today I felt as if I accomplished a little paperwork at least.

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I am still never sure if I am doing the right things, taking the right path.

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Long, long, couple of days. My Helena had me scared pretty badly. Near as we can figure so far, she had a reaction to her shots. But to see her with no equilibrium scared me. What Momma and baby went through!

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Sherry will tell me to take time for me and then call me to help. Helena has been giving her a terrible time in the bath. I suggested maybe giving it a little earlier, but Sherry says it's part of their routine. She did take my suggestion and get a bigger cup to rinse her hair. That does help.

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DECISIONS COMING SLOWLY

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I am so tired. Still trying to catch up (start) papers on Mom and plan the trip there. Gotta get into the doctor.

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Sometimes people forget that everyone needs their own time to do what they want or need to do.





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At dinner, Sherry said to go do what I needed to do last night. It lasted maybe 5 minutes. Right now the girls went to some play place. They will be gone about 2 hours and 1 already passed. Get busy.

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I must take time to get some paperwork organized. I've been putting it off.

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Helena was up when I got back here this morning from Sarah's. Yesterday I was able to get a few things done before she woke up. Sherry is talking about me not watching Helena. It would break my heart right now.

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6/30/15 9:34 P

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Sherry said that she wants to make a decision within 2 weeks and it doesn't sound like I'm in the picture

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6/29/15 4:36 P

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Class was enjoyable last night. I know I need to put more time into homework, though. I was exhausted after and went to bed at 8:30. Still tired today...not sure why.

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6/28/15 8:50 P

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I have been so tired yesterday and today. I tried to lay down for 5 minutes but Helena come looking for me today. Going to bed early.

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6/27/15 10:04 A

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must find a way for us to be less scattered and more productive

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6/26/15 4:00 P

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Sherry's still stressed about everything. We took clothes in to sell to a consignment shop and they didn't want any. I will have to see how I can get creative.

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6/25/15 9:33 P

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Sherry's been snappy and on edge. She is at least thinking budget now and getting more practical. I hope to have time over the weekend to start talking budget/schedule with her.

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6/24/15 6:55 A

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Sarah asked if I would take them to the airport this morning 4:30 am Should've known Randy - 4:15 and antsy. They're going to the Dominican Republic for a week and I will be watching the dogs at night. TV!

Lots of bags, boxes, etc in Helena's room We'll take our time I think it will take me a few weeks to catch up on my sleep.

My mind is still reeling on all the questions I have gotten on what's going on, what will I be doing, what has Sherry decided, etc... I still have it in my mind that I won't have to make a decision until Sherry does. Sarah even said she missed me when I was back up in Detroit with Mom My heart tells me that I want to be near the girls.

Mom won't be on earth that long...hate to say it, but it's just a gut feeling. Sherry asked about how I felt not being near her. Mom and I have spent a tremendous amount of time together the past two years We talked about everything and been through a lot of downs. There's not much more to say to each other She knows I will always be there for her and that I have her back.

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6/23/15 9:59 P

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Tired and cranky from traveling. My counselor called when I was driving and never let me get a word in edgewise. Apparently I missed an appointment Friday when I was driving up to Michigan They won't schedule an appointment with the doctor until I see Susie. She said that she has a lot of other patients a couple times She said it's my responsibility to remember them I started to say that I understand that I'm not the only patient and it is my responsibility to remember and to explain what happened She wouldn't let me get a word in edgewise I liked her, she gave me some good suggestions, but it really was extenuating circumstances this time I will write a letter tomorrow

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6/22/15 2:22 P

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Busy busy with lots of emotions.

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6/21/15 7:28 P

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I slept better. Sherry says I sound stressed. Alecia says I walk like I am tired. That about sums it up.

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6/20/15 4:54 P

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I didn't sleep well last night either. I'm back in stress mode; Mom's house was a mess. Lots of papers to go through, garbage to take out, grabbed what weeds I could. Mom's in good spirits. I haven't talked much to Tim.

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6/19/15 6:03 A

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I am nervous as to what I will encounter when I get back up to Roseville. I didn't sleep well thinking about everything.

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6/18/15 1:39 P

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I don't want to leave Helena. I hope that she does okay with the lady she will be with on Monday and Tuesday. Please don't let anything happen to Mom.

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6/17/15 9:58 P

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I worry about the conversation that Tim and I will have. I feel like he doesn't think we have a relationship. When I try to do things, he's not interested. I am definitely nervous.

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6/15/15 4:14 P

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When I talked to Tim yesterday, he said he was working on the house and seemed fine. When I talked to him today, he sounded terrible. He said he had a bad night and didn't go to work. He finally told me that he thought Sherry and Helena left because of something he did. We need to talk; he just keeps putting it off. It reminds me of Daryl and Sherry. He said it's not like we are anxious to see each other every day; that we don't do anything. I suggest stuff. He says no. The last time he made plans to play euchre with Tom and James, he said he was looking for a fourth. It really hurt my feelings.

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6/14/15 9:47 P

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Sherry is getting a little more confidence back in herself. She's starting to see that Daryl may not be perfect for her. If we could just get her more active and make friends.

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6/13/15 8:49 P

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The day was a busy one: garage sales, returning items, swimming, walking with Helena. Sherry's 20-minute talk with friends ended up lasting 2.5 hours. Helena ended up on overload and Sherry ended up not feeling well because of what she drank.

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6/13/15 11:46 A

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Good morning patty
Sorry about your mom will they operate
I am so down there is no up
Therapist wed.
Tomorrow family reunion then some me time I hope
Prayers



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6/12/15 8:23 P

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For this being a "day off" it sure didn't feel like it. I think I was 4 hours shopping and putting things away. And I only went to 2 stores.

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