NCRAGG, you have accomplished a great thing! That one single decision is the best thing you could do! Stick with Sparkpeople, read the articles, get daily Sparkpeople emails, and eventually you will once again board that weight losin' train! As long as you surround yourself with Sparkpeople's knowledge and know-how, you are on the right track.
Eliminate "I will try". Replace with "I will".
You are now ready to succeed.