I think considering you are on p.meds, you would be best to talk with your Dr about what is happening. Sometimes we NEED to have the meds increased temporarily, or something else added to them, to get us through this sort of stress.
Also, are you, or have you had, therapy for the OCD? My late hubby had it really bad for loads of years. He was put on medication, which gradually got increased then a prescription change, and then his Psychiatrist reduced it to an acceptable level after taking him through a few sessions of Cognitive Behavioral Therapy.
Sometimes we DO need to back off over-stressing ourselves. I have had a few anxiety attacks just by going for a walk outside of my house. The plan was to walk around the village. I got about 100 meters off the section and it started. I was determined to NOT give in to it (It only feeds an anxiety attack by giving in) but I did compromise and take a wee bit shorter route. The attack reduced, buy stayed with me until I got back into my house. It was only a 12 minute walk instead of what would normally have been a 25 minute walk. I felt really proud of myself that I managed that.
Good luck for you up-coming marriage.
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