The past couple of weeks I was dealing with crushing on a girl that didn't feel the same way back. The past few days have been better and tonight at work we were playing around being dumb like we used to before I told her how I felt. As the night went on I finally asked her why she didn't think it would have worked out with us, something I was wanting to ask since a few weeks ago. She told me and suddenly I felt better. Like a weight lifted off my shoulders. The rest of the night went great and it was like how we were friends before.
When I got home I looked in the mirror and it was like I didn't recognize myself. My face looked so much slimmer, defined, I didn't look fat in the mirror like I thought I was either. It's like when I was infatuated with her wanting to like me, I thought I looked terrible, overweight, and just plain ugly. However after I got my answer and felt relieved, I could see my progress in fitness and how toned I have become. Is this weird?
Take it one day at a time. :)
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