I too Lost my father and sister within 5 years, it has never been easy even after all these years.
But remember that they loved you and by taking good care of yourself you are honoring them. I also agree you have your partner and friends and yes SP friends too we all care so you are not alone.
For me remembering them and all the good memories I have keep the hurt and sadness down some but the loss well its always there, hang in there and keep strong, that is what they would want you to do.
"Learn as if you will live forever. Live as though you will die tomorrow" unknown....my favorite quote always reminded me of the need to learn.
"If you love someone don't waste a moment tell them. Life is unexpected.
Most barriers to your success are man-made. Andmost often, you're the man who made them.-Frank Tyger
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