I had a bad week.
My motivation seems to work in waves! Like it's bipolar no matter how focused I am.
The good news is I don't want to give up, but I just can't seem to keep things straight when times are hard no matter what tricks I seem to read or etc.
I am a big girl, and in my line of work it directly affects me.
(I am a professional dancer - FYI: Real dancing. The kind that keeps their clothes on! haha)
I have multiple competitions coming up and that keeps me focused, it's the motivation that is hard.
Maybe I need a buddy who understands what I am going through.
My partner also wants to get in shape, and we sometimes go to the gym together but our schedules don't always fit.
Anyhow, I felt the need to share.
Sometimes I wish I were strong enough to just suck it up!
| Pounds lost: 26.0